Introduction to the Yale Edition (2003)

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"I do loathe explanations" is the Barrie maxim that should caution me in writing this new introduction to a book I thought I'd disposed of a quarter of a century ago. Another is "Beware, or you may get what you want" – a warning I found in one of Barrie's notebooks but always forgot to include in subsequent editions.

I didn't catch up with Peter Pan till my late 20s. As a struggling hack, I'd accepted the job of co-adapting the story for an American musical starring Mia Farrow as Peter and Danny Kaye as Hook. I knew nothing of Peter – I'd never even seen the Disney cartoon – but my mother knew a thing or two about him, having sung the somewhat sugary 'Peter Pan Song' at the beginning of every performance of the silent movie in her father's cinema back in the 1924. She lent me her copy of the play, urging me to also read the lengthy 'Dedication to the Five', in which Barrie breaks his own maxim by partially explaining how Peter came into being, referring to the Llewelyn Davies boys with enigmatic numbers:


Cover of the new Yale Edition
I suppose I always knew that I made Peter by rubbing the five of you violently together, as savages with two sticks produce a flame. That is all Peter is – the spark I got from you. What a game we had of Peter before we clipped him small to make him fit the boards. He was the longest story on earth. Some of you were not born when that story began and yet were hefty figures before we saw that the game was up. ... What was it that eventually made us give to the public in the thin form of a play that which had been woven for ourselves alone? Alas, I know what it was. I was losing my grip. One by one as you swung monkey-wise from branch to branch in the wood of make-believe you reached the tree of knowledge. ... A time came when I saw that No 1, the most gallant of you all, ceased to believe that he was ploughing woods incarnadine, and with an apologetic eye for me derided the lingering faith of No 2; when even
No 3 questioned gloomily whether he did not really spend his nights in bed. There were still two who knew no better, but their day was dawning. In these circumstances, I suppose, was begun the writing of the play of Peter, so much the most insignificant part of him. That was a quarter of a century ago, and I clutch my brows in vain to remember whether it was a last desperate attempt to retain the five of you for a little longer, or merely a cold decision to turn you into bread and butter. You had played it until you tired of him, and tossed him in the air, and gored him, and left him derelict in the mud, and went on your way singing other songs; and then I stole back and sewed some of the gory fragments together with a pen-nib ...

Mia as Peter, captured with my Pentax.


Although this cry from the heart touched deep chords, had I not fallen in love with Mia Farrow things might have ended there. But I was keen to remain in her orbit, and justified my presence on the set by becoming the resident Barrie expert. My inherent inertia was further provoked by my friend Richard Loncraine, a film director who at once saw the dramatic possibilities and urged me to write it down. By the end of shooting I'd skimmed a couple of biographies (notably Janet Dunbar's excellent J M Barrie: the Man Behind the Image) and set about cobbling together an outline that took a good deal of dramatic licence, but was nevertheless a framework on which to hang the story as a film for television. I sent it to the BBC, where a new producer, Louis Marks, commissioned me to write it as his first production. It was at this point that Sharon Goode, my amazing researcher, tracked down Nico Llewelyn Davies [No 5], then living in happy retirement in the countryside. This precipi-tated a spate of letter-writing – over 600 between the three of us – as well as frequent Sunday visits to his home in Kent.


Nico was a treasure-trove of stories and anecdotes, moreover his cellar contained not only fine whiskey but a trunk stuffed with old family letters, photograph albums, and the unpublished typescript of his brother Peter's ‘Family Morgue' (as Peter wryly referred to it). Starting in the 1840s, the Morgue chronicles the Llewelyn Davies family's history via hundreds of letters and documents, interpolated with Peter's comments. But by the time he reached his brother George's death in 1915, Peter had become so depressed that he abandoned the project, burnt most of the original letters, and later threw himself under a train. It took a good fortnight to digest this huge compilation, along with the many other letters and papers that had not found their way into Peter's Morgue, nor the flames. And, as always, the more one read, the more complex the story became. I went to see Louis Marks, explained my dilemma and begged for more time – not just time in which to write the script, but actual screen time.


JMB in 1912

Ian Holm as JMB in The Lost Boys (1978)


Instead of ninety minutes, I felt we needed four or five hours if we were to tell the story without resorting to the simplified characters and dramatic licence of Hollywood biopics. Louis listened patiently. It would mean losing our green-lighted production dates, with no guarantee that in a year's time the whole BBC regime might not have changed for the worse. To my eternal gratitude, Louis agreed to a trilogy totalling four-and-a-half hours.

This book was something of an afterthought, written two years later in the far-too-brief span of the six months between completion and transmission. My initial idea had been to edit Peter Davies' Morgue, but Nico felt that it would require far too many footnotes. Despite Peter's wonderful comments, much of it is off the point insofar as any book about Barrie is concerned, and the overall work incomplete since it ends at George's death.


Sharon was either too modest or too wise to write a biography herself, so I took the plunge. The publishers Constable agreed to take it, believing it to be some sort of TV tie-in of so-many-thousand words. The finished typescript ended up over twice the contractual length. After a good deal of haggling, a 300-page limit was agreed upon, and a hundred pages chopped, which meant I had to end the saga somewhat abruptly at Michael's death in 1921. A second edition in 1986 allowed me to add new material in the margins without disturbing the original pagination, and this third edition permits the same. But it still leaves a wealth of material unpublished, not to mention the many new things that have turned up in the intervening years. These include all Barrie's original notes for Peter Pan – over 700, long believed lost – which I discovered in the Beinecke Library at Yale in the 1980s, and spent many weeks transcribing from Barrie's microscopic scrawl. What makes these notes so remarkable is the realisation that Barrie wrote his first draft of the play without any mention of Captain Hook at all. He didn't need a villain because he already had one: "P[eter] a demon boy (villain of story)." It was only due to the prosaic necessity of a "front-cloth scene" to give the stagehands time to change the scenery from the Never Never Land back to the Darling Nursery that Hook was conceived at all:

The Homeward Journey. The Flight by flying, the Homeward Journey by water (P[eter] with oar defending W[endy] from great birds — also attack by pirates?) P takes command of Pirate Ship.

Nina Boucicault as Peter Pan impersonating Napoleon in the 1904 production.

The front-cloth soon became a new Act V – The Pirate Ship – and the stagehands found their work had increased exponentially. Even with Hook firmly entrenched, Barrie's first instinct was to have him played by a woman: "Pirate Captain — Miss Dorothea Baird". Dorothea Baird had been cast to play Mrs Darling, and the idea of the mother-figure doubling as the ostensible villain would have been a gratifying touch, echoing one of Barrie's original titles: 'The Boy Who Hated Mothers'. In the event, Gerald du Maurier – already cast as Mr Darling – persuaded Barrie to let him play Hook as well, thus initiating a tradition that has no real thematic justification. Had Barrie conceived the play with Hook as the villain all along, I doubt that Peter Pan would have become the "terrible masterpiece" that so haunted his namesake, Peter Davies. To anyone studying Pan's evolution, these notes are essential reading, and I shall gradually post them on the internet – at – along with the best of the rest, including Peter's Morgue, his letters to Barrie from the Western Front (discovered at the back of a drawer in 1990), his (and Nico's) letters to Mary Hodgson (1916-1960), Nico's research letters to Sharon and me (1975-


Mr. Darling (Gerald du Maurier) and Mrs. Darling (Dorothea Baird) examining Peter's shadow in the 1904 production.

1980), and the hundreds of photographs, letters and documents bought by me from Nico before he died in 1980. This will hopefully allow some future writer to plough the same field and come up with a different perspective than mine.

When Barrie finally let go of his dream child, by donating all his rights in Peter Pan to the Great Ormond Street Hospital for Children in 1929, he did so "for the very best of reasons" according to Nico, "but also for the not-quite-so-good reason that he hoped everyone would say what a splendid thing to have done. In fact nobody said any such thing, and all that happened was that the following year the Hospital wrote to Uncle Jim saying, ‘Thanks so much for Peter Pan last year. What are you going to give us this year?' " Nico loved telling this story, true or not, and I mention it here only to guard against a similar accusation levelled at me. When I carted away all those things from Nico's house for the princely sum of a few cases of malt whiskey, I knew they were not really mine – that I was at best a guardian, and that one day they would wind up with the hospital, along with the rights to this book.

The not-so-good reason for handing everything over is that I feel somewhat felled by Barrie's curse, quoted in my original introduction: "May God blast anyone who writes a biography about me." My son Anno was born on my birthday in 1980, seven weeks after Nico died. As he and his brothers grew up, I came to experience first hand the joys that Barrie had so longed for – "my boys". I secretly wished that one of them would be a Michael – the poet among the five Davies brothers – but as a boy, Anno seemed much more like George, with lashings of Nico's humour. Then around his fifteenth birthday, a sort of miracle occurred, and Anno suddenly blossomed into a poet and musician of great originality. About this time I was asked to make a film based on this book. To condense the original Lost Boys seemed both pointless and impossible, but I was drawn to the idea of filming Barrie's relationship with the adolescent Michael, who had drowned in 1921, one month short of his 21st birthday. I spoke with Anno about doing such a film, and he rightly felt that I should only do it if I had something new to say. But what?

In September 2001, Anno headed for Italy with his band to record their first album. On the day we said goodbye, I'd been to Hampstead to visit Yale University Press, the publishers of this latest edition. I had always meant to look for Michael's gravestone, which I knew lay somewhere in Hampstead Cemetery, and later that day I found it, photographing it for this edition. When I saw Anno that night for the last time, I mentioned finding the grave. "Ah, but have you found something new to say?"

Michael's poem, returned to the heights of Eilean Shona

A month later I decided to pay a visit to Eilean Shona, where Barrie and Michael had spent their last summer together in 1920. Five glorious days were spent roaming the island, finally climbing the sole mountain to the spot where Michael wrote his last (surviving) poem, which ends: "Man arose to his master-height, shivered and turned away; but the mists were round him."

I'd visited most of the Barrie locations many years before, but had never made it to Dumfries, where Barrie claimed he spent the happiest days of his life. I wanted to find the ruined keep he used to visit with his boyhood friend James McMillan (see page 10) – and found it – as I did that "certain Dumfries garden, which is enchanted land to me" – now abandoned and overgrown. I drove on, and decided to spend the night in the Lake District, winding up miles from anywhere at the head of a vast black lake, where I pitched camp and started writing about fantasy and reality, the twin sides to the coin of Barrie's Pan. When I finally reached home, the phone was ringing.

Anno, Kumbakonam, 2001

It was Anno in Italy. They'd just finished recording a rehearsal of their album, and he sounded as happy as I'd ever heard him. We talked and talked, and then he had to go. The next morning came the phone call. Anno had been killed in a car smash outside Milan with three of his friends. Like Michael, he was one month short of 21.

I don't remember ever having read Peter Pan to Anno or his brothers. I don't think he ever saw The Lost Boys, or read this book. He didn't have to. Whether I make my Barrie film remains to be seen, but yes, Anno – I do have something new to say.

Andrew Birkin
Wales, March 2003

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Introduction to JM Barrie & The Lost Boys, published by Yale University Press and quoted with their permission.